Part IV. Vixen's Subject: A Brief Overview of Obsession

In our last segment, we traced the development of the Dominant Female from the phase of teen-age awakening, through her late teens, and into early adulthood. Rest assured, there is much more to be said about Vixen, as we now refer to her, now that she has come of age. But before that part of our study can be fully expanded upon, we must also gain a rudimentary understanding of the second partner in this ‘two-to-tango’ phenomenon, and that is the submissive male. While we will see clearly that empowered Woman is easily able to dominate even the strongest male persona, the more common formula for Domination/Submission involves the male that has grown his spiritual wings early on, and is preconditioned to worship his goddess in fear and trembling. We shall meet him in today’s segment, which provides an overview of his first encounters with Vixen, and will be of significant help to us a bit later in our coming analysis of her subsequent possession of his soul.

She bends over to check her tire and flashes her regal and extraordinary ass. A group of four young boys standing nearby all view the revelation. For each of them, this is a moment of peak experience. One is enamored of what he sees. He has a moment of little boy titillation followed by a return to his concerns with whether or not the group should proceed to the mall or go to Johnny’s house to watch TV. The next boy is also enamored and admits to having seen her before in her short skirt getting in the car for work. He makes a crack about her being sleazy. That’s what his dad said, anyway. The third is not so enamored. He doesn’t see what everyone is so up in arms about. He has been brought up to believe that such displays are shameful and wrong, that they shouldn’t be encouraged. He actually seems noticeably embarrassed by his unwitting participation in the event. The fourth boy alone receives the input rightly as a life-directive. It is not his first serendipitous glance at the glory of gorgeous legs and a phenomenal ass, but rather serves as a further confirmation of what he already knows from his limited but profound earlier encounters. Having received this vision from her, he no longer has any interest in whether they’re going to the mall or to Johnny’s house. He already knows that whether she’s ‘sleazy’ or not couldn’t possibly be more irrelevant. Above all, he knows that the brief and marvelous gift she has bestowed upon him today is neither shameful nor wrong. It is the revelation of divine spirit. He will think of nothing else the rest of the day, working the interior magic of memory to keep the vision alive in his mind. He is the blessed one, the one who will live life in the miraculous grip of Obsession.

So, wherein lies the stark difference in outlook between the four lads in our example? Can we write it off as a difference in environmental conditioning? This is certainly the traditional response to such a question. But it takes very little reflection to realize that such an answer must be rejected virtually out of hand. For surely, especially in our still unfathomably repressed American culture, all four boys would have received the clear and oft-repeated message that sex is something intrinsically evil and to be strictly avoided. Granted, each of the four will likely have had differing levels of exposure to beautiful women in states of undress. In one household the ‘no cable TV’ rule is firmly enforced, in another, maybe not so firmly, in yet another perhaps the rule is a little lax. Let’s assume the same holds true with Internet usage. More here, less there. Regardless of how much or little exposure the boys have had, the point is that they have all been taught, with equal conviction, that nudity and sexuality is WRONG. That it is NOT FOR THEM. Not at their age, at any rate. In the interest of keeping my already long blog posts at somewhat manageable lengths, I will refrain from investigating our question thoroughly from the perspectives of all 4 boys. Instead, I will simply use the problem of the differing perspectives as a backdrop to our analysis of the servant, for it is here that we gain entrance into one of the great mysteries of FemDom, which treats of the psychic and metaphysical aspects of the phenomenon.

The first thing to understand with regard to the differing reactions of the boys in our example--who have been indoctrinated with basically identical ‘moral’ teachings--is that the theory of the ‘Tabula Rasa,’ that each human being is born a ‘clean slate,’ not essentially different from any other newborn child, is a failed theory. Indeed, it is almost universally accepted today that the most meaningful and unique aspects of an individual's personality are those he was born with, those that belong to him innately. Though environmental factors may indeed have similar effects on young children, there are nonetheless dramatic differences in their core personalities and sensibilities that cannot be accounted for in the environmental model.

Having thus put this notion aside, the path to clear understanding is opened to us and we are able to see the servant’s recognition of the true import inherent in the dazzling 'upskirt' scenario for what it really is. Man is the only species to have evolved to the level of self-consciousness. All higher animals are capable of knowing, but only Man knows that he knows. In Man, consciousness has turned in upon itself. It is this quality that makes us unique as human beings. It is also this quality that bestows upon us the capacity for spiritual insight and contemplation. Through this singular faculty of ascendence to a plane of higher consciousness Man is able to understand himself as transcendent Being. And so it is that the boy's interpretation of this woman's gift is the reflection of an innate capacity which belongs to him quite precociously, i.e., the ability to perceive sexual energy as nature intends it, not as basic biology in the mere service of the reproductive faculty, but in its uniquely human function as the supreme medium of divine communication. In other words, he is already, as a young child, able to understand sexual communication as being inherently transcendental, and he knows intuitively that there is an element of ultimate purpose that belongs to that same communication and transcendence. As to reasons 'why' he has possessed this understanding from his first encounter with feminine sexuality, all we may offer by way of explanation is that it falls into the category of a gift or talent. It is not unlike an early talent for music, painting, etc. The other three boys know of no such underlying realities. They have interpreted the same event in three distinctly different ways, but in no case has it acquired any sort of permanence. For them it was simply another event (albeit perhaps a more provocative one) among all the others of the day, a moment easily disposed of and left behind without consequence. For the servant, these precious moments are stored in as much detail as possible in a special place deep within his subconscious mind. While the term ‘subconscious’ or ‘unconscious’ accurately describes the location of this storage of memory, it is also true that the servant has an exaggerated ability to draw upon these memories and hence we may propose a sort of middle ground in his consciousness wherein such memories remain below the surface, but at the same time are often accessible to him.

We are making a case, then, for the servant, the Obsessed, as an individual uniquely gifted by nature herself, and with a propensity for the apprehension of the true nature of exchanges in sexual energy, which is that of absolute transcendence. This concept is vital to our understanding of Female Domination as will be seen in the upcoming posts where we will treat of Vixen’s transcendent power and her proclivity towards violence. Understanding that her subject is more or less genetically predisposed to see her and her objectives in the proper light will be key to the eventual explication of her divine nature. What we are going to learn is that Female Domination is an astonishing manifestation of transcendental energy, extra-dimensional energy, which Vixen communicates through powerful psychic vibrations controlled by the artful use of her body and her will. It is the most powerful and enlightening journey upon which we, The Obsessed, may embark.

As the photos accompanying this post might suggest, from early childhood on, the servant will be in constant pursuit of sexual experience. He will leave almost any endeavor behind in order to catch his requisite glimpses of upskirts, lovely legs extending from short skirts, beautiful faces, lips, eyes, hair, breasts, and in particular the movements of the female body. He becomes a devout student of Woman. He also becomes the consummate voyeur. Whenever he should stumble upon any feminine display of power, any of her myriad ways of flaunting her sexuality with that coy, knowing confidence; wherever he discovers Woman wielding her divine beauty and strength to manipulate the hapless male to her desired advantage, at the slightest hint of the imposition of her indomitable will in the service of his nullification; in the presence of any and all of these, the servant rejoices at his good fortune in being granted the vision, and confirms himself ever more deeply as one of the blessed, The Obsessed. He is one of the elite, one of the very few who will experience absolute transcendence through perfect submission to his beloved Vixen.

Having now laid the necessary groundwork for our study of Female Domination, we are ready to move to the heart of the subject. Join me for the next post: Part V: Vixen: The Ascent to Violence.